i almost forgot about this one


What is that

you are withholding

from yourself and why is it that this

withholding is so persistent

and evasive and

how does this withholding

de-illuminate itself with

such skill

like insects hiding in moss

like mucus hiding in a nasal passage

like a fracture hiding in a spine

and while they do it

laughing all the time


What is fucked up?


What is perfect?

and totally useful

and practical

in the way that it has

shown itself to be

constructive and not

learning towards stress

not inclined towards anxiety

not bending towards a crumbling motion

and how does that operate

and adjust itself?

so what is perfect: how

can you find the things that make

you relax

relax into seeking perfection

which is itself a close cousin

of relaxation



2 thoughts on “i almost forgot about this one

  1. Mr. E.

    I’m just now resurfacing after being in a heavy wave. It’s truly amazing how when one has a glimpse of devotion during difficulty the wave is sped up, then after, realizing the wave wasn’t even there, or later realizing it’s just a samsaric cinema. Soha!

    Be careful where you are my friend.



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